Friday, 23 October 2009
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True Blue.
I feel obligated to post!
Though I honestly don't have that much to say..
I wasn't as happy as I thought I would be... but I'm thrilled nonetheless.
Thursday, 22 October 2009
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i'm still sick.
not just runny nose, sore throat, or those minor symptoms.
but i've had a fever on and off for almost... six days now.
ho sun fu... ><
really really sun fu.
='(
Tuesday, 20 October 2009
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gasp*
kinda scary to think about it this way...
but tomorrow, this time, I will be possibly potentially changing my LIFE forever!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited.. at all the potential possibilities this will bring to me.
But I can't let it affect my performance!!!!!!
passion! enthusiasm! fit! & skills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, 06 October 2009
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cough cough sniff sniff
i feel like shiiiiiittttttttttttttttttttt~
feel so sick ><"
the flu bug has gotten me, ahh!
worst time to be sick right nowwwww
o no =((
and obviously, the one person that should be there for me (especially) right now,
is pissed at me again.
facebook causes too much drama.
i really wish you could learn to be there for me..
i know you're busy, you are always busy...
but i wish you never made me feel like you were too busy for me..
but somehow, you always do..
even when i'm with you, i feel guilty for taking up your time.. for making you come see me..
and now that i don't dare ask, you never initiate to come see me either..
i'm insecure too you know.
i need attention and love too.
esp yours.
only yours...
but you just don't care....
Thursday, 01 October 2009
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sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i feel so down today.
first, there's the anxiety.
I have spent so much time... so much effort describing myself, my skills, my experiences on five pieces of paper.
And now, after submitting that for scrutiny and review, all I can do now is wait.
The thought alone scares me.
I feel so anxious.
Feels like everything is perfect.
My credentials, my qualifications.
All my peers are expecting me to get in.
But why do I feel so unsure of myself?
Maybe the truth is just....
I don't know how to be sure, or how to be confident.
This is what you have always done for me.
You have always been there for me, to reassure me, to remind me.
But you don't bother anymore....
sexiblakcat
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- Name: jojo
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 10/27/2003
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